sometimes, we see what is obvious and yet we choose not to look to it, but the reality is, you see the obvious and contradict it with your mind resulting to forcing yourself that there will still be a way.
honestly, it is one of my biggest struggles in life… even though i have been taken for granted every time, or been friend zoned there is still a piece of me that still holds and cant let go.
i know being stupid like this take a lot of intelligence to continually living in a lie and hope created by selfish me. hoping is not really bad because it gives you reason to wake up and to think about the future.
well, most of the teenagers like me had a problem with their love life and it is nothing to worry about until you reach an age of 20. heck, im 20 years old and i consider myself as a teenager because of my selfishness and stupidity.

